Whew!
You know that feeling, when the sky seems a little brighter and the edges seem a little smoother? Well I’m starting to feel that. I’m starting to get out of the funk. It may seem like this whole funk thing was pretty quick, which makes me seem bipolar, but it was not. It was slow moving and took several days to run it’s course. My own little Tropical Depression, except without anything tropical (which probably would have solved the problem in the first place).
Anyhow, I’m glad it’s decided to move on. I’m going to blame it on hormones and my current forced state of rest. I know full well that it hasn’t completely disappeared but I can feel it leaving and that is a good feeling. I suspected it would, I just didn’t know when.
I can honestly say, though, that I experienced something with this funk that I never had before. I received an email from “Jimmy” informing me that my posts were “boring.”
While I know it’s not enjoyable and entertaining to read about how some girl in Colorado can’t seem to feel better, last time I checked, no one’s paying me to be entertaining. What’s here is what’s here, what do you want me to do? Obviously, by offering up an e-mail address I’m open to this kind of inquiry. What I can’t understand, though, is why anyone would care that much.
Jimmy also asked me what I thought my purpose here was.
Here’s an excerpt:
Your posts have been boring lately. It’s like you don’t care. One day, you’re entertaining the next you’re not. What are you trying to do on your blog? Do you want to be funny? Or do you want to be serious? Is your blog about running? Is your blog about dating? Is your blog about being single? What?
I almost replied, but why reply to one when you can spout off about it to all?
I know whatever I write here isn’t about one thing. But it doesn’t have to be about anything. Sometimes it’s about work, sometimes it’s about running, sometimes it’s about dating and sometimes it’s about nothing. No one needs approval to write about their life on the internet. Unless they want to make money, then I think it’s just a matter of finding a niche.
I started this about six months ago and out of the hundred or so posts, I’d say I really only like five or six of them. I don’t expect anyone else to like them, either.
Anyway, most days what makes this thing fun is the other people’s blogs I get to read. I would never think of demanding something more from them. I like them so much, in fact, the only complaint I’d have for them is they don’t post enough.
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