A boy more cute than any other I’ll ever know.

Sitting back at work for the second day in a row with a box of bricks for a head, I’m sort of realizing it’s getting near time for a change. Maybe it’s just the fact that I’m sick, frustrated that I can’t think clearly and have watched one too many beach breaks, but something just feels off. Of course, it also could be the fact that nothing smells good, tastes good or sounds good right now, either. You could put a bacon cheeseburger buffet (four out of five of my favorite things) in front of me right now and I’d be only mildly impressed.

I’ve been accused before of being a planner- always thinking about and plotting the next step before the current one is complete. Right now, though, I’m less in the mood to plan and more in the mood to do. No doubt I will be just as anal as ever about it, but that feeling of accomplishment might actually push me a little further than just thinking about it. Imagine that.

The little “business” a friend and I sort of started a couple months back is just that: little. It’s a fun hobby that brings in extra cash but I feel now just as I did soon after we started, it’s not going to be the main event. But maybe that’s it, maybe there is no one “main” event. The common thread in anything I have done, do, or will do is ME. So somehow, I need to get a handle on that. I know what I want to do, and what I’d like to do, but can I do it? Can I keep the wheels turning? Can I take steps I’ve never taken before?

The short answer, I think, is yes. But not because stars are aligned (though that would help) or magic is happening (also helpful) but because I’m willing to do it. I’m willing to do the work. It’s different now, at least I hope it is. I think my expectations are real, and my heart is in it. Sure, I’d still like to go back to school or fill my time with doing crafty-type things (as several of my blog readers and I have shared with one another in the past) but now, I want to concentrate on a real shift. A real move toward something different.*

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*I don’t actually plan on physically moving at all. For now.

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