If last week were, say, part of a contest- a really not fun contest where a family could compete with other families, or a twenty-seven-year-old woman could compete with other twenty-seven-year-old women- to see who could have the worst week ever, my family and I would have been fierce competitors. Or maybe, if there were a television show called Worst Week Ever and they featured people that were really having a really bad week, we might have been one of the top stories.
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The loss of a family member started the week. Then, a much beloved couple close the family have decided to separate. Then, a family member attended and then, subsequently, was stranded at a wedding-gone-wrong. In Kentucky. Kentucky, where none of us is right now. And we thought that was it; we thought we had our Unfortunate Things Happen in Threes trifecta. But then someone had a heart attack and all my theories of threes just went out the window, along with the cake I’d tried to bake but couldn’t because the middle kept sinking. Twice. Thank you. (The upside to that is, you have to do something with all that icing you made. I opted to eat it, rather than slapping it directly onto my thighs. Yes, thank you, again.)
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So many times in the last week, I’ve found myself just shaking my head, trying to think but not really being able to get anywhere. I’ve written a thousand things, most of which make no sense now and the rest of which will probably make very little sense in the days to come. I’ve gone for countless runs (yes, more than once per day), thrown myself into work only to come out feeling drained and guilty, and tried passing the time with friends and drinks and catching a little bit of sunlight. It’s incredibly challenging to catch sunlight in between all the clouds, by the way.
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While I know this is not the worst plight in life (I’m well aware more people than me could be on the Worst Week Ever) I’d be a complete fraud if I didn’t admit to what I’m thinking right now: I have a break coming in seven days and my gosh, I feel like I’ve earned it.
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